*** FELLAS - IF IT DOES NOT APPLY, LET IT FLY. BUT YOU KNOW EXACTLY THE TYPE OF NIGGA I'M TALKIN ABOUT, AND IF YOU GOT SOME SENSE, THESE BITCH NIGGAS ANNOY TF OUTTA YOU TOO! ***
Being a tall Black woman is a very uniquely trying experience. Now, being tall girl period comes with built in social complications when you're younger - you're always the big bitch in the back of class photos; all the boys haven't caught up to your height and boys typically don't like girls who they think can beat their ass; the creepy ass grown men who think you are older than what you are - UGH!!!! As I've grown older and more comfortable with my height, I realized that the complications didn't end when I became an adult. It actually got a touch worse because I'm not a fucking kid anymore and niggas don't think twice about gettin in a woman's face. Especially a Black woman. Because how dare we be imposing while checking you for disrespecting us, right? And why the FUCK have I had to deal with these types of niggas more than once in my life? I had a nigga try to get in my face and fight me because he assumed because I'm a big bitch and sometimes dress butch that I was tryna get with his girl - mind you, he was taller than me, but that didn't stop him from wanting to reach for a gun. I hate how people blow off situations like this. It happens so much more often than people realize or want to admit.
It really feels like niggas feel less obligated to protect you or see you as in need of protections when they feel like you can beat their ass. That's some scary shit as a woman. Can I handle myself, sure if I have to, but why the FUCK should I have to when niggas can just get their shit together? Why do I have to know how to fight like Bruce Lee in the Chinese Connection just to walk down the block? These brick-brained ass muthafuckas can't be like water but WE gotta be the fuckin Atlantic Ocean. I pray one of these days' men will stop bitching up and being afraid to check each other when they are dead ass wrong and hold each other accountable. But men seem pretty terrified of each other and still clown each other over mental illness so who the fuck knows when them niggas will sit down like men WITH EACH OTHER and hash their insecurities out. These simple ass niggas are cowards. Pussy. They see a big tall bitch walk into the room and them niggas get scared. Because I'm taller then they are. My voice is deeper than theirs. I speak with certainty and agency. I don't cower. I don't 'watch my tone', I give them the same energy they give me. So they puff they chest up a little higher, speak a little louder, put a little extra bass in they voice, all to out macho a fucking woman because their insecurities can't contain themselves. But that's not my muthafuckin problem, nigga. You can take all that punk ass shit to ya mama and ask her why she fucked with a lame who don't like em enough to claim em. That's who they really mad at - the nigga that didn't want em. Go puff ya chest up at that nigga. But why would a bitchmade pussy ass lil nigglet like that ever step to another man? Tall women, start tazing these niggas on the top of their dome.
And to all my short sistas - TAZE HIS DIC TIL IT LOOK LIKE A COOKOUT HOTDOG!