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Random Thoughts, Vol. 1

kjlouis81

Updated: Oct 17, 2021



*Black men reading this - if it don't apply, let it fly. But you know DAMN well the type of nigga I'm talkin about*


The stories of Pandora and Eve read like some man’s angry bitter version of a woman because he is shamed by his own incompetence and shortcomings. Women became the scapegoat. They are afraid of our power, so they rewrote everything from a distinctly male point of view to ‘decree’ women to their role as subservient. That women have to serve men to atone for their ‘insolence’. That’s a long psychological mind fuck game. But it worked. I believe man (specifically white men) knew that Black women held all of the power and influence. If they could make the Black women obsolete, they can control Black people because our men are gullible and easily impressed by shining things, pussy, and social status as ‘the man’. That’s all it is. They don’t give a FUCK about equality. They LOVE white male supremacy, they just want to replace white with Black. They want to be an unquestioned authority. But they can’t do shit right without us. They know this and that creates resentment. Black women are working on healing and progressing and moving forward and if Black men don’t want to go to the light, they can stay in the dark with the ‘others’. Black women will be the ones to rebuild Black America and Black culture. We let the men do it and, you know what, they had a good run. But they stopped running altogether once they got white people to like them. Not really respect them enough to give them equality but like them enough to give them some money and Black men love hoarding money from the community.


Growing up where I did, I had the unique opportunity to watch niggas turn. We had the bus of nigga chirren come into town from larger cities and when they got to our white ass school, you could see the way they changed after getting that white attention, approval, money, pussy (Lots of it). White women oughta be ashamed of themselves with the way they act when a Black man comes into a majority white space! lol All that ‘Im not really attracted to black men’ and ‘oh my god, they’re too aggressive for meeee’ goes out the fucking window as soon as a semi cute nigga steps in the room. A. SEMI. CUTE. NIGGA. IT DON’T TAKE MUCH. A HINT of nigga is all they need for their big black cock fetish to overtake their initial racism and they ready to fuck. I could hear the collective panties drop. They way they flock to them, flirt with them, practically throw themselves at them, might as well BEG them to fuck them upon first meeting them. And then you get those special dumbass bitches that think fucking and sucking black dic gives them a culture pass to do whatever and say whatever about our culture. They think it obsolves them of being racist pieces of shit. But this is the fault of the black men that allow that to happen. For the acceptance, validation, they look at us like WE are the problem.


They be like:


"Bitch, we’re getting a seat at the table!!! see!!! we here, look what we did!! Here, at the white man’s table. I might be shinning his shoes, eatin scraps, gettin ignored, but we AT the table, bitch!! And here you go, with all your attitude, facts, common sense, warnings and life rafts and nagging and telling me what to do all the damn time even though its to protect our interests!! You are ruining this for all of us Blacks!!! If you would just shut up, stand behind us and allow our indiscretions and outside chirren, our cruelty, insensitivity, abuse, all that because Tadd across the table does it and he doesn't get nagged at, they let him do it, why can’t you allow us to abuse you in peace like that??? If we want to be equal with these white people, we have to play their game...hold on, pass me that extra cloth real quick. Tadd needs a real good shine, he’s giving our hip hop legends awards that hold no real monetary value for making a shit ton of money for a bunch of white folks and, like, 25 special niggas in 30 years!


We have to play their game and that's what we did!! It don’t matter who we hurt or inflicted pain on, who we scammed out of money, who we gave fucked up contracts to, who we let down, I’M HERE to represent for all of us, so you should be just GRATEFUL that there is a black person at the table at ALL, none of you niggas could do it, y’all ain’t pulling yourselves up by your boot straps (oh, yeah, Tadd, I got you bruh, im gon clean the strap on your shoes real nice, gonna polish it with the culture, I know you like that!) all yall do is complain and hate on everything we like, you not out here in the trenches as a Black man, shit is stressful, and all you wanna do is add to my stress by brining things to my attention!!! Why can’t you just be quiet and be my peace and keep that shit to yourself, or, better yet, YOU handle it, I mean you already handling the kids and your job and your education by yourselves, what’s one more thing? I mean, you need to get like the white girls and step your game up and maybe a baller would want you, want to treat you right, but you don’t know how to act, so you broke as fuck, but don’t act like you too good for us to turn down when you get ya little money cause that money can’t love you back, that degree can’t take you out to dinner! You don’t appreciate nothing no way, we can pay all the bills and you still mad over some dumb shit like another bitch, or outside baby, or emotional, mental, and physical abuse and we won’t go to therapy. Well, you shouldn’t make us mad like that and you wouldn’t get hit!!! I mean you all big and bad, why the fuck do you need protected? Do you see how fragile and gentle becky is, or light skinned keisha is, or fiesty maria is? They NEED us, yall act like you don’t need us no way why stay where we’re not needed? And why don’t you have a positive male role model in the home? That’s why ya kids bad as fuck and yall aint got nothin, you ain’t got no man at home cuz he left cuz you over there, cause you were talking about accountability and shit, but when we go to the white girl’s house, she got food and pussy waiting for me!! she ain’t gotta work, cause I handle mine!! Y'all some gold diggers expecting a nigga to take care of y'all, what are y'all bringing to the table but some open hands and some otha niggas babies? Where he at? Prolly at a white girls house getting TREATED. You know what, there ain’t no room for you at this table, maybe in another couple of decades we’ll see if you deserve to be here!!"


(Puts on white gloves and picks up pitcher)


"Anybody want some more of my culture?... You? Okay, I got you! No, stay there, I’ll come to you…."

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